One life lesson that I have learned since I have been here is that it’s hard being away from home. When I first got here it was hard for me to say good-bye to my mother because I felt like without here I thought I wouldn’t make it but deep down I didn’t want to come because she wasn’t here with me. It was so hard for me to come here because am use to being at home and being around my mother. When you’re a mothers girl like I am once you leave home your afraid nothing is going to go right. However, ever since I made it here at this program I call my mother about most of my problems because she’s my best friend. Whenever, I have time on my hands I call her even if she’s at work I make a way to talk to talk to her.
Also, going home on the weekends didn’t help because when I would go home I wouldn’t really go anywhere because I wanted to be around her and spend time with her. Once you get so close to a special person in your life it very hard to just distance and disconnect yourself away from them but I’ll make sure when the fall gets here that I’ll be able to deal with being away from home. I believe once the fall gets here it will be easier for me to tell her good-bye because I was away from her for half of the summer. I also know that it will never change with me missing my mother and being a mama’s girl towards her. I might not ever get use to the fact that I will have to leave from around her sometimes.
I can understand where you are coming from, I was like that at first until I realized that she's not going to be with me during the fall. That's something you would have to start telling yourself in order to come out that stage.
ReplyDelete-Toni Moore